I hope that this blog wouldn't discover by ani1 =x .... Because ... This is the only place i can relive my though....
Hmmm .... 26th Dec 2009... Is a day after Christmas Day ... We broken up ... 14th Feb 2010 ... Is a Valentine Day's.... And it oso CNY day 1 .... He look for me back .... Of cos i'm happy he did look for me back ... But ..... Thing turn out ... Different from wat i hope for ... I had become more and more UNHAPPY .. After this PATCH UP .. Maybe we should stick with the patch of SEPARATE FOR A YEAR ... Maybe like our mind can be more clear, and understand what we really want.. And do we really suit for each other ... Even thought i will can't bear that you have leave me...
Do you know ... even since the day you look for me back ... I keep feel INSECURE .... I can't feel any LOVE from you ... Came to become more UNTRUSTED to you ... We are no longer like the past ... Not AT ALL le ...
I don;t know what are you thinking now ... I don't know what is your plan .... I don't know are you true to ME ...(Even I'm True to YOU )
I really felt very suffocated ... No matter how hard I try to hold you ... I still sense that .... You don't belong to me...
Maybe you will said that i think too much .... But i can SAID OUT LOUD that ... IS NOT I THINK TOO MUCH .... IS NOT !!~
Trying my beat to understand you... Trying my best not to keep disturb you ... Even though i really MISS YOU very much .... Or i need you by my side ....
As i do know that ... You wouldn't response to me....
"I'm tired le ... Really .... I don't know what should i do ... Can anyone tell me ??? I'M LOST !!~"