Thursday, July 29, 2010
Today took half day leave ...
N when off early ...
Actually gonna go for an job interview ...
But was cancel on the Tuesday...
So i headed to bugis street ..
I when to the famous Goddess Mercy to pray ....
And I also did to seek her help in my R/S ...
So i got myself a divination. ...
This is also my first divination that i ask in my life ...
And the result was BAD ;( ...
Which also mean INCOMPATIBLE ....
Which mk my sense mre sure and confirm ...
This what the divination said:
"Don't work for those thing or dream that is not realistic, no matter is object or objective ..."
But ... the last sentence said that " there will be a benefactor come help me out ..."
Hmm ... wonder who the person is ...?? ...
Heee ...
Well ...
Nw my heart is really slowly peace dwn ...
Don't know is because of the answer is confirm ....
Or ...
I don't know ....
Recently ... there is really too many thing happen around me ...
Which make me really don't know what to do ...
Even i really ...
Sincerely ...
Change myself ...
Or Sincerely Trust a person ..
Also no use ...
Becos ...
They dun see my Changes and Trust toward them ....
Inside every1 EYE ...
I'm just a person who is as BAD AS A ROTTEN APPLE ...
And AS EVIL AS A WITCH ....
No matter hw hard i try ...
N learn ....
U guys just CAN'T see e good side of me ...
I felt really very disappointed with it ......
难道,一旦你是个坏人。。。。你一辈子都是吗??
难道, 他连回头的机会都没有吗??
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5:30 PM

Wednesday, July 28, 2010
I'm sad ... Truly ... and definitely SAD today ;'( ....But there isn't any1 that i cn turn to ...Even YOU ... I cn't even turn to YOU !!~ What should i do to suppress my saddest ...Every comment and feedback i got from my close relative, family and YOU .. Was ...I have a bad attitude and Temper ....And i hv no changes at all ...Sad to heard to this too ...Hardwrk is nt paid off ...After all ...I guess ...You were enjoying ...And this prove ...Without me ...You are mre happier ...And i without YOU ....... ....Is .... I dunno hw to describe it ...E feeling i having nw is SUPER BAD ...E mre i c ...E mre i discover ...E mre i know ...E mre UNEASY i'm ... Why is that so ???Any1 cn HELP ????I really felt HOPELESS RIGHT NOW ...E YOU .. I use to know was DIFFERENT NW ...As it seem to PULL APART FROM ME ...WHICH MAKE ME AFRAID TO GET NEAR !!~ ...
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8:25 PM

Monday, July 26, 2010
Well ...this wkend was ENJOYABLE =) ...Hehe ...Attended 2 birthday party.... One is " Beng Beng a.k.a Raymond"Is my ex secondary sch mate ...2nd one is "Kim Yoke a.k.a Cindy"Who is my long long friend =) ...Hehe ....But both held at the same chalet ...LOL ....Hehe ....Both of the party dear did accompany mi go ...Really appreciate it ... =) ....Even though ... the atmosphere was not right ...When is by my side =p ....Today ...I came through a though ...That is ... Understanding, Trust, Compassion, Acceptance, and Support...Is the 5 matter to have a Long Relationship .. But sadly ...I didn't occur any of the above ...Maybe that is the reason that we drifted apart ...With distance .... Jealous cover my eye without seeing the FACT ...It also blinded my heart to ENTRUST HIM ...(Even though he did LIE to me b4) ...Friend of my told me b4 ..Maybe is a ATTITUDE make him to LIE ...Which i do AGREE ....As i did though it b4 ....Wanted to learn everything again ...But will it be too late ???And will i success ...Or ...Success, But yet to lose HIM ...Haha ....=D ...
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8:15 PM

Wednesday, July 21, 2010
What is the best give can i prepare for you ? So that you will really like it ...I'm confused ...N i m always thinking alot ...I'm gg crazy snz ...N i noe if i dun STOP nw ....I hate it ...I seriously hate it ...My mind ...My Heart ...My soul ...My action ...Is all TOTALLY OUT ...Nth is synchronize ....What m i afraid of ???Afraid of losing everything in a moment ...Afraid of RESTART the career that i hv nw ...Afraid of giving in tooo much with no return ....I wish ting can be PARALLEL ...Bt ...It dun seem so ...LINE ... n LIFE is e same .... Whereby ...U must hv a correct judgment in whatever u do ...In order to success ...If 1 of the LINE hv drew wrongly ... Very thing will turn up in a mess ... I love corner turn ....I hate walking straight ....Because every turn ...You can expect lot of ting to happen ...Which u nv tot of ...By walking straight ...U already wat is happening ahead ...So you will try to avoid the way ....N it came with no surprise ...As everything is review ....I wonder why human need to grow up ...I wonder why World need MONEY ...I wonder why life still to go on ...After a WAR ...I even wonder if reali there is the day that world gg to end ...What will be the next generation ?Weakness is a power that u can't really control well. but u cn train it to be better ...Strength is a power that u cn control well, which will lead u to a mess ....So neither nor both is good ...If u nv manage to balance it well ...
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9:03 PM

Sunday, July 18, 2010
Re-read the memories that we had and share b4 ..Lyk, our dairy, our blog and our photo and some messenger...It seem that our past was so Sweet and Enjoyable ...Bt nw ...Everything changes ...Gap came btw us ...Happiness fall apart frm us ....Wild GUESS btw You & Me ....I really dun understand and don't know why ...Does all this happen ...& i wish to know why ???? ....I hate to endure to the ANSWER ...As i'm afraid of the ANSWER ...I'm afraid that the answer is what u said b4 ...Admit that i dun hv the courage to face the fact ...Which cause me to reject to listen to the answer ...When the draw date get nearer and nearer ...The mre afraid i'm ......... .... *SPEECHLESS* ...... ....
*YOUR PROMISE WAS BROKEN*
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11:52 PM

Tuesday, July 13, 2010
Hmmm...It seem that I did disturb ur sleep ...Guess that saying sorry wouldn't help ....Yesterday was 17 July ....Don't know if you still remember what day was yesterday ....But i do know ...Just that is i didn't wanna to mention it out ...As i might afraid that the atmosphere will change ...Tat y i remain SILENT ....I don't know what is your mind is think ....Realli ... I don't know at all ...Maybe i reali still not yet GROW UP ...Or mayb ...We reali change ....Told you about my decision on my resignation ....Glad to heard what you had said ...I hope you reali is sincere with what you said ....And i know ....If i reali get into Hui Zhen intro the job ...We will have lesser time to meet each other ...I don't know if it is a good news to you ma ...Which i guess so ...Just nw....Ask u the question: " Am i your Girlfriend?"Your answer was " No... Follow by : But you are my pimple girlfriend...-.- ..." ....But the answer " No " ... Did hurt me ....I don't know if you are doing a revenge to me ...As all your previous girlfriend did to you ...Then nw you did it onto me ... Bt i hope is not ... "Once I'm serious with my decision ...I will work on it ....Once I'm firm with the answer ...I will said it out loud ....Without regretting ...Because ... I have think triple twice with my answer ..."
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10:14 PM

Thursday, July 8, 2010
Haix ....Ytd stated in my blog...Mention that 7 is my luck number ....Ineeded it's a "Lucky" 1 ...Cos it give u smthing ...It will also take away smthing ...Juz lyk wat happen last mid-nite.... This happen 8 years ago when i was at the age of 14 ...In my mind it was very clear ...even nw ....Bcos of GAMBLE ...He lose JOB ...Bcos of GAMBLE, my hse was in full of debt ....An at that time ...There was still sm1 b there to help him ...But ... Right now ...There was NO ONE he can turn to ...I really dun understand ...Why he must always commit the SAME MISTAKE ...AGAIN ... & AGAIN ....Is that so FUN ?Why can't you be like other people ...Even they are poor ...They still try hard to use their both hand to feed up their FAM ....Why can't u .... MONEY is VERY IMPORTANT ....I AGREE ....N i ALWAYS KNOW ....But .... There is a LIMIT in what you have ....If god think tat you only deserve that amount of goods....Then u had to AGREE & SEE THROUGH IT ....Not being defy with the GOD ....I always "If you gain something at this moment, But at the next moment you might lose smthing mre IMPORTANT then ur current achiever..."No one will GET mre then wat they current have ....Neither the POOR 1 will get LESS then wat they shld get ....
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11:31 PM

Tuesday, July 6, 2010
7 is my luck number ...
N it is my favorite number ...
Hehe ...
As destiny bring me to that number ...
Because wen i in school ...
My register number is either 7 or 5 ....(But mostly is 7)...
Even i go to secondary school ...
To me today is a "LUCK" DAY ...
Because ...
GOD save me twice ...
1st time is at my office opp buliding..
As i was abt to drop a letter in post box ...
A vehicle actually wen across me ...
Which i did not c it ...
2nd time ...
Is opp my hse block 953 ...
As i was rushing for the traffic ....
I did not saw a vehicle going to cross ...
N it was the same so CLOSE TO ME ....
OMG T.T ....
I cnt imagine it ...
If i really get "BANG" onto it >?< ....
THANK GOD !!~
JaCe revealed the secret on
11:29 PM

Thursday, July 1, 2010
Are you AVOIDING ME ??Please said YES !!~ And i will leave your world ...I had enough ...!!~No matter hw much effort i had put in ...It seem don't bother you much ...What wrong with our L.O.V.E ???Perhaps... We should really STICK TO THE PATCH ...Wasn't it ???Maybe today would be like that ...I'm girl...Who can't LET GO PAST, THAT EASILY ....Had a SUPER BAD TEMPER ....She also had lotz of imaginative ....Which caused the MIND WILL always wondering about ...Can't SIT or STAND STILL ...Wouldn't express her emotion or negative tot out ...Bt... if it explore ...She will look for a BEST FRIEND n THRASH EVERYTHING OUT ...Or cry in her room, when she is alone ...She is neither STRONG nor A HAPPY GO LUCK people....Her wish is to OPEN A CAFE that belong to HERS ...Earn a $10K ...N married ... If possible ...But wish came to be FAR ... For her ...
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