Finally e whole OCTOBER had ended ... And conclusion for that month will be ... Rated as F* ....
Y .... Because i have a very super unhappy month ... Even though is month of my birthday .... Bt is a SAD 1...=( ....
Tons of problem LANDED on that month ... Make me unable to breathe n FIGHT through ... Making me STRESS ... Making me don't know how to FACE It...
No matter hw hard i try to be strong n overcome it ... It still make no different ... I'm just that weak ...
People around trying to make me Smile ... Bt i cn't... N i know i'm just an ANNOYING PESTS ... That had really IRRITATED Tons of people ... Including him ... As he even sae so ... I know i'm that annoying ... But i wan sm1 to concern me ... N given me a BIG HUG ... And tell me "Everything will be fine... with me with you".... But ... Sadly ... None of them sae that to me ...(Even him) ...
.... .... ..... I try nt to tok much ... I try nt to disturb him much ... I try nt to do stupid ting ... But yet ... I'm still able to offense him ....
Can any1 tell me why ????
Admitted that i'm afraid to LOSE YOU ....
But wat else i can do ...
Is tat hard to try to get your attention on me .... If 1 day i were to gone ... Or any mishap happen on me ... Will you be truly sad for me ...