Tuesday, June 29, 2010
*I MISS YOU!!~*This is the words that i wanna said deeply & loudly to you !!~But ...I guess that i wouldn't easily have the chance to said that to you often...Our words had becum less and lesser ...Even though still can c the caring & loving side of you.But the feeling ...Is not there ....I noe ...N i can sense ....Is just that...I dun wan review it ..You can said i'm a scary cat ....Or wat so ever ...I don't care...Or even u cn said i'm selfish ...Tat only i'm the 1 who wanted to keep u by my side even i noe i dun stand a plc at ur heart ...Well...LOVE IS SELFISH ...N i just wan to be selfish for the 1 last round ...Maybe ...After this round...I might not have the CHANCE or STAND A CHANCE..To be selfish AGAIN ..."I'm TIRED !!~"Really tired ...But wat make me ENDURE ....Tat is YOU !!~Who mk me preserver the ENDURE for so long ...TRUST IS BREAK BETWEEN US ...& WE BOTH KNOW ....It's it ....
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11:31 PM

Saturday, June 19, 2010
是否很驚訝 講不出說話
沒錯我是說 你想分手嗎
曾給你馴服到 就像綿羊
何解會反咬你一下 你知嗎
* 回頭望 伴你走 從來未曾幸福過
赴過湯 蹈過火 沿途為何沒愛河
下半生 陪住你 懷疑快樂也不多
沒有心 別再拖
# 好心一早放開我 從頭努力也坎坷
通通不要好過 來年歲月那麼多
為繼續而繼續 沒有好處還是我
若註定有一點苦楚 不如自己親手割破
是 否不甘心 首先給撇下
換了你是我 你忍得到嗎
捱得過無限次 寂寞凌遲
人心態早已看得化 也可怕
重唱 *
好 心一早放開我 從頭努力也坎坷
通通不要好過 來年歲月那麼多
為繼續而繼續 直接不過承認錯
若勉強也分到不多 不如甚麼也摔破
LA.. 難捱就無謂再拖
重唱 #
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1:07 AM

Even since i came home ...My left eyelid keep jumping NON-STOP !!!~And i also felt very UNEASY !!~What WRONG ?Can anyone tell me ??Does it reali bcos i too tired ??Haix ...Actually, there is one QUESTION keep flash out from my MIND ...That is "Do you REALLY still have feeling HIM ??"...But there was NO ANSWER ....I reali felt CONFUSED with tis QUESTION ...There is a part of Heart & Soul noe that i DUN CARRY A L.O.V.E for him animre ...But, there is a part of Heart & Soul keeping telling me not to gif him up ...N have e Feel of 舍不得 ...Haix ...How ...???What should i do ???What is thing me CAN'T GIVE UP EASILY !!~It's e PROMISE ?It's bcos he is e 1st ?It's bcos hope to get his L.O.V.E by in return ?Or it's bcos ... of bcos ...I dun wan 1 side L.O.V.E ...Bcos .. tis is not CALLED L.O.V.E @ ALL !!~ Felt there his whole family & him gt SECRET hiding from me ...Make me feel so UNEASY !!~Haix ...HOW ??HOW?? Please !!~请让我解脱吧!!~至少伤心后,还会是晴天。。
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12:15 AM

Thursday, June 17, 2010
JaCe revealed the secret on
11:13 PM

我有一个很尊的直觉。。。
很少会判断错误。。
这次也不例外。。。
因为,今天。。。
我突然有个感觉。。
那就是。。
伟杰,会在我们在约会前就进兵。
不出我所料。。
他明天就进兵了。。。 (因为他签兵)
天啊!!~
怎么那么。。。
嗨。。
可是。。
也不知道,为什么。。。
不开心。。。
*不是因该为他开心吗? 他找到工作了啊!!~*
但是,我却一点也开心不起来。。。
那时为什么呢?
有时会在想。。。
会不会是因为我想太多了呢?
所以, 才会一直感觉不到他的安全感呢?
嗨。。。
真的是这样吗?
是因为我想太多了吗?
也许吧?
*但是, 我真的希望他可以对我好一点。。
因为,到现在。。我无法不承认, 我还是很依赖你。。。*
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Sunday, June 13, 2010
I hope that this blog wouldn't discover by ani1 =x ....Because ...This is the only place i can relive my though....Hmmm ....26th Dec 2009...Is a day after Christmas Day ...We broken up ... 14th Feb 2010 ...Is a Valentine Day's....And it oso CNY day 1 ....He look for me back ....Of cos i'm happy he did look for me back ...But .....Thing turn out ... Different from wat i hope for ... I had become more and more UNHAPPY ..After this PATCH UP .. Maybe we should stick with the patch of SEPARATE FOR A YEAR ...Maybe like our mind can be more clear, and understand what we really want..And do we really suit for each other ...Even thought i will can't bear that you have leave me...Do you know ... even since the day you look for me back ...I keep feel INSECURE .... I can't feel any LOVE from you ...Came to become more UNTRUSTED to you ... We are no longer like the past ...Not AT ALL le ...I don;t know what are you thinking now ...I don't know what is your plan ....I don't know are you true to ME ...(Even I'm True to YOU )I really felt very suffocated ...No matter how hard I try to hold you ...I still sense that .... You don't belong to me...Maybe you will said that i think too much ....But i can SAID OUT LOUD that ...IS NOT I THINK TOO MUCH ....IS NOT !!~Trying my beat to understand you...Trying my best not to keep disturb you ...Even though i really MISS YOU very much ....Or i need you by my side ....As i do know that ...You wouldn't response to me...."I'm tired le ...Really ....I don't know what should i do ...Can anyone tell me ??? I'M LOST !!~"
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