Sunday, November 21, 2010
21 November 2010...It'z ...Is I really TIRED ...Or m i just feel UNCOMFORTABLE wit the environment just now...Having a black face through out the whole session ..Till i reach home i still feel that i still having a BLACK FACE ....Feeling is so not rite ...Tear didn't manage to hold ..Eventually it drop...Admit ...For being jealous during the whole session at the environment ... Yet there is nth i cn do ...Haix...Why ..Why ..Why ????Why do i get so react over such ting ...Or is natural that girls will lyk tat ...???There is too many i wanna sae n share wit someone ...Which i tink cn be trusted n would able to tolerate my ANNOYING ...Which i guess it is HARD HARD HARDER ...
JaCe revealed the secret on
10:48 PM

Wednesday, November 17, 2010
17 November 2010 ...
SO SAD !~ =( ..
Huhu hu hu hu ..
I actually lost 1200 token in a short time ..
Oh gosh ....
Now my target to my PS3 had drag FURTHER ....
SO SAD !~
Though still need another 4000 token for my PS3 ...
Bt nw ... is 5000 ..
Huhuhuh ...
Although we did not use any CASH ...
But i still felt SAD n Tear in EYES ...
Silly of me right ...
Hmm ..
Cos e day before manage to win 2000 token ....
You noe ...
I was TAT Fantastic HAPPY !~
Arrrgggghhh ...
How i wish Luck cn come again ...
Hehehehehehe ...
Well ... Tml is another day ...
Hmmm ...
Gt wrk again ....
SIANZ ...
SIANZ ...
SIANZZZZ ...
Till the max ...
Cos ...
No interest in the company ...
Bt the job still ok la ...
Wanna Find a new job ...
Bt ..
Kind of lazy to look for ..
Cause hate to go through interview ..
N Q&A process ..
N waiting PROCESS ...
LOL!~
Bt ... will see hw ..
Cause might be wrking at here for a year ..
Then ... Try my best to save money money ..
Hahah ...
N ...
Do hope he can bring me along when he gg Australia for training ...
Cos ..
Hw will be at there for 2years ..
N it is SO LONNG ...
But ... Haix ... Dunno hw to sae ...
LOL
!~
JaCe revealed the secret on
10:43 PM

Sunday, November 14, 2010
14 November 2010...Hehe ... Have an EXCITED WEEKEND for this week ...Although my WEEKEND nw is very SHORT...!~ When to Bishan and Bugis to play arcade game ...Hehe ...Which was FUN n EXCITED ...LOL!~ No money was taken out frm our pocket...HAHAHAHAHAHA =D...Which is that is the best part ........... .... Hmmm..... Is a great n enjoyable feel of being with him ...No matter where he bring me to ...Just felt so good ...To be with him ...Dunno hw this will last ...N dare nt predict it ...Scare it will vanish in any time ...Just lyk ...Really ...Afraid to get HURT ONCE AGAIN ...Which make me ..Dunno hw much of LOVE i must devoted ..N wat is e percentage that i cn devoted till ..In order nt to get HURT ONCE AGAIN ...Actually ...I nv forgot the DEAL that we make ..And noe that the date has draw near ...I wish to noe e result fast ..N i'm dying to a know ...Bt ... I'm afraid of asking ..As you might nt answer directly ..I dunno y ...Bt ... I always rmb this in my mind:"If you don't LOVE ME ... Then LET GO"...Time will HEAL the WOUND ...Which i guess so ..." IF I'M SINCERE ... ARE YOU SINCERE TOO ??? "
JaCe revealed the secret on
10:48 PM

Monday, November 1, 2010
01 November 2010 ...Finally e whole OCTOBER had ended ...And conclusion for that month will be ...Rated as F* ....Y ....Because i have a very super unhappy month ...Even though is month of my birthday ....Bt is a SAD 1...=( ....Tons of problem LANDED on that month ...Make me unable to breathe n FIGHT through ...Making me STRESS ...Making me don't know how to FACE It...No matter hw hard i try to be strong n overcome it ...It still make no different ...I'm just that weak ...People around trying to make me Smile ...Bt i cn't...N i know i'm just an ANNOYING PESTS ...That had really IRRITATED Tons of people ...Including him ...As he even sae so ...I know i'm that annoying ...But i wan sm1 to concern me ...N given me a BIG HUG ...And tell me "Everything will be fine... with me with you"....But ...Sadly ...None of them sae that to me ...(Even him) ....... .... .....I try nt to tok much ...I try nt to disturb him much ...I try nt to do stupid ting ...But yet ...I'm still able to offense him ....Can any1 tell me why ????Admitted that i'm afraid to LOSE YOU ....But wat else i can do ...Is tat hard to try to get your attention on me ....If 1 day i were to gone ...Or any mishap happen on me ...Will you be truly sad for me ...
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